As my journey evolves and as I grow as a person, an artist, a mother, a woman, I realize how much I hold back, how much I keep to myself. I hope as I grow into myself and expand myself, I can share myself more, share my experiences more and my journey with you guys more as well. I started yoga exactly 3 weeks ago and I am so excited to see myself grow yet again! Once I fall in love with something, I dedicate my heart and soul to it and yoga now has my heart- more than even weight training! I'm surprised to say it because I've been weight training for 5 years but in 3 weeks yoga has stolen me away! I still weight train 3x a week with heavy weights but yoga has helped me to slow down and breathe. It sounds so cliche but it really has. I practise yoga every morning in a 4 ft corridor space and when I began, I was so angry that I don't have a big wonderful looking space to work in because I am so *huge*. I was uncomfortable with myself and my body and felt like I took so much space, yet now just after 3 weeks, I have realized that NO I don't take up so much space and that I can do backbends and headstands and forward folds within that space just fine. Yoga is more than a physical journey. This little feeling of taking too much space is a reflection of how I have felt about my existence in the life of others throughout my life- that I am too much of everything- too loud, too flashy, too dressy, too sexy, too curly (ive had to straighten my hair all my life due to insecurities- not anymore!), too angry, too demanding, too vocal, too much of EVERY DAMN THING. Slowly but surely I am learning that NO, I am not too much of anything- I am perfectly imperfect in my own ways and that the space I take up, is perfect. I deserve that space and I fit in it perfectly.
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