Looking back, I spent too much time to stay in one place waiting and waiting. I tried everything to love who around me, I lived for my family and others, but I forgot to love myself and live for myself. Finally, I fell down.
Then, I left, and walked out. At that moment I pondered how can I be strong to survive, to live my life again, even though there is not much left for me.
Today, I will search for things I can be grateful for. I know I have a lot to be thankful for. I know my life is full of blessings, full of meaning and full of purpose. Even though I've been hurt and broken, also down, I am still thankful for my life. I know I will am on this earth for a short time... I know I can never know just how short that short time will be... but I do promise to live my best life while I am here. I know my physical body is dying... but I AM LIVING! I am loving my life! I am feeling every blessing! I am noticing every miracle! My life is full of meaning! I will walk peaceful on this earth, with optimism, with positivity and joy in my heart. I will not stress over things I can not control. I will look for the GOOD. I know it’s always there. I will look for the smiles. I will feel the blessings. I WILL LIVE. TODAY!