3 things I’m thankful for today:
1) How cliche, but there have been more times than I’m willing to admit that I didn’t want it. I didn’t want to wake up the next morning and I wanted to give up. It’s always when I break, when I can no longer suppress my feelings. Ugh, I hate that word, “feelings”. Unfortunately, they’re real and I’m being forced to feel them and deal with them. But, today I was reminded of a lot of beautiful things that happen in the darkness of mental struggle. If you choose to fight, if you choose yourself, you come out stronger and more capable of anything. So, today, I’m thankful God saw fit that I was strong enough to keep fighting.
2) My children, my family, my friends, and my Arête family - they’re my reason for my strength, my courage, my motivation, and my biggest support system even when I felt alone. For too long I felt like I was alone when I wasn’t. So, thank you 🙏🏼
3) Ahhhh #75Hard
you nasty lil bitch you... keeping me accountable and shit... forcing me to be better and shit... rebuilding my mental strength while learning to deal with my problems and shit... 🙄 oh yeah and dropping 2 pounds in 3 days because I’m back on a balanced diet and I’m exercising twice a day 🙄 you aight 😏
What are you thankful for, today?